nostophobia and heavy distraction

shifting minutes

sorting thought

today

yesterday

today

ten years ago

15 years ago

one week

20 years ago,

memory serves me

a bottle of champagne

memory serves me

a warm face cloth

memory serves me,

memory serves me

heart ache,

and I try to turn back

back and forth

back to back

back to numb

back to sleep.

theres a light on in the hallway

and I let it into the cracks of my eyes

and cracks of my imagination

and I pull my underwear on

sorting thought

I’m asleep, awake

laying on the couch

staring at the dead,

The Dead Sea Scrolls.

shifting minutes

sorting thought

shifting thought

sorting days,

staring at the dead

and the dead see scrolls.